And so i find myself kneeling here, forced to write this blog. a shot of jager and 3 unknown pills are filling with me with trepidation and excitement.
my last real communique from my Goddess was her informing me that she had discovered my transgressions. photoes of girls, illicit conversations with my ex-girlfriend and a communication with a new girl have been enough to condemn me.
now i do not know what is in store for me this evening. i wish the chance to explain myself, but an order for me to blindfold and gag myself means that is probably goingg to be quite unlikely. i love this new direction my Goddess is taking me. She has begun to assert more control over my life. in a few weeks, she will own her own flat. i suspect this will mean that i spend more time serving her, and she will have a greater degree of autonomy to dictate my existence, free from the restrictions that domestic life entails.
i suppose that leaves little else for me to do except sign off, put on my restraints and await my fate. perhaps i will be given a chance to post again this session, to put my thoughts down on thus blog. but if not, at least i have been given the chance to air my thiughts before my torment ensues. the things i do in service to my Goddess...
signing off,
thrall
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